JOURNAL
A space for stories, reflection and real conversation.
Through the M.Y.H x Journal, Jade Blue and guest voices explore the challenges shaping our world - from injustice and inequality to gender-based violence and the systems around us. Grounded in lived experience and honest insight, these pieces are here to provoke thought, shift perspective, and open up conversations that lead to change.
Victims Must Not Be an Afterthought
Thousands of trials pushed to 2028 and beyond. Rape cases listed years away.
As the debate focuses on jury trials and constitutional principle, the human cost of delay risks being sidelined. If reform doesn’t centre victims, it won’t fix what’s broken.
When Harm Happens at Work
On the Construction Sport podcast, Jan speaks candidly about being assaulted at work, the isolation that followed, and why the construction industry must redefine safety to include dignity, accountability and protection from harm.
Tick-Box Listening
There is a growing recognition that lived experience matters. Survivors are invited into rooms that were once closed to them - police working groups, advisory panels, consultations, and roundtables. On paper, this looks like progress.
In practice, too often it isn’t.
The Files Don’t Change the Story
When the Epstein files came out, people talked about them like they were a revelation. New details. New shock. New outrage. But if you’re someone who’s lived through abuse, it doesn’t feel new at all.
Women and girls have been saying what happened for years. They reported it. They spoke up. They tried to warn people. Most of the time, they weren’t believed, or they were quietly pushed aside.
Who Am I to Be Here?
Imposter syndrome is often treated as a private insecurity - something to overcome quietly before you show up publicly. But in advocacy, it isn’t a side issue. It’s part of the work.
It shows up not because you’re underqualified, but because the ground is unstable. Advocacy often asks people with lived experience to translate pain into policy language, to compress years of harm into a few minutes of “constructive contribution,” and to speak calmly about systems that failed them - repeatedly. That tension creates doubt.
The Sexsomnia Loophole
In the labyrinthine UK justice system, some legal defences are so unusual that they seem almost surreal. “Sexsomnia” - a rare sleep disorder that allegedly causes people to engage in sexual acts while unconscious - is one of them.
Once confined to obscure medical journals, sexsomnia has entered both criminal and family courts with alarming frequency.