Journal
Where lived experience meets reflection and commentary.
M.Y.H x Journal brings together personal stories, opinion pieces and thought-provoking perspectives from Jade Blue and guest contributors. Exploring everything from justice and women's rights to culture and social change, this is a space for honest conversation and fresh perspectives.
More Than a Guidance Update
When the defence raised sexsomnia, Jade Blue's rape trial was stopped just 13 days before it was due to begin. Years later, following a successful Victims' Right to Review and legal action against the CPS, new guidance has been introduced to help prosecutors more robustly scrutinise sexsomnia claims and expert evidence. In this personal reflection, she explores why the update matters and what it could mean for future cases.
A Pattern We Can’t Ignore
A recent investigation has exposed online spaces where men share advice on drugging, assaulting and recording women - at a scale that’s hard to ignore. It’s easy to see this as extreme, but it reflects patterns many survivors already recognise. What’s being uncovered isn’t separate from the system - it’s part of it.
Taking a Breather
Some weeks, the news doesn’t just inform us - it presses on us. Stories of sexual violence, abuse of power, institutional failure, and delayed accountability accumulate rather than pass. They arrive one after another, asking to be absorbed, processed, and responded to. This week felt like one of those moments where the pattern was impossible to ignore. Not because it was new, but because it was so recognisable.
Powerful men named. Survivors are still waiting. Systems speak carefully. Accountability deferred.
[Image Source: Not Your Polite Feminist]
Jury-less Trials Terrify Me
I haven’t slept properly since the Government mentioned abolishing jury trials for some offences. This is not because juries are perfect – they’re not- but because they’re the only form of oversight within the justice system. When I first started speaking out about the judges’ lack of accountability a couple of years ago, I did so because of something my family lived through and something that opened my eyes to a problem I never knew existed. Most of the public don’t know about this either.
Delay Is Not a Reason to Reduce Rights
A survivor’s open letter urging government not to use court delays to justify removing the right to a jury
By Vicki
As debate grows around limiting jury trials, Vicki offers a vital perspective from lived experience. Her open letter sets out clearly why her case must not be used to justify removing the right to be tried by a jury.
The Case for Juryless Rape Trials
The recent debate on restricting jury trials has focused on so-called “lower level” offences to allegedly relieve the waiting times for the more serious crimes. But that’s not where the real crisis sits. The greatest inconsistency - the greatest injustice - occurs in rape and sexual violence cases, where juries are asked to evaluate crimes, that they fundamentally do not understand.
Inside the Met
On 1 October, BBC Panorama aired a devastating investigation into the Metropolitan Police. For seven months, an undercover reporter worked inside Charing Cross police station in central London, capturing on camera what many survivors, campaigners, and community advocates have long suspected: misogyny, racism, and abuse of power are not relics of the past - they remain deeply embedded in parts of Britain’s largest police force.
The Sexsomnia Loophole
In the labyrinthine UK justice system, some legal defences are so unusual that they seem almost surreal. “Sexsomnia” - a rare sleep disorder that allegedly causes people to engage in sexual acts while unconscious - is one of them.
Once confined to obscure medical journals, sexsomnia has entered both criminal and family courts with alarming frequency.